This post is for myself as much as it is for anyone else struggling today.
Some days I feel like being happy isn't a good idea. I'm struggling with those emotions today.
It happens every once in a while when all around me seems like a shit storm of terrible. I find myself watching the news or hearing something awful during a phone call and I get a heavy sinking feeling in my chest. The sadness is overwhelming. What can I do? How can I do anything in a world that doesn't seem to want to help itself? Sadness is the only thing that everyone shares.
But then something funny will happen... like maybe a great joke slides past my cursor while I'm scrolling through Facebook or my news-oblivious son will laugh after passing gas in the living room.
And I'll laugh.
But then I stifle that laugh and stop myself from sharing it with anyone. Because it's a sad day. Sad days should be SAD. No happiness should poke through. It's just not right.
STOP! Today is a sad day. Not a happy one. There will be no laughing today. Keep scrolling. Don't read the jokes. Don't have fun. Do NOT laugh at the fact that your son just tooted again.
...And that's when the realization comes through.
WHY would we not laugh? Why NOT be happy? Yes, the world sucks. Yes, people are being murdered left and right. Yes, there is a shit storm of terrible occurring daily in the news.
So WHAT does that mean?! That I can't smile anymore? That laughing is out the window?
It's OK to be happy. In fact, it's GREAT to be happy. Be happy because if you're not then what happens? Nothing good at all. The world becomes dark when the light completely burns out.
Laugh when you can.
Share your happiness.
We all need it.